Towards Eternity

I can't sleep. I guess I have my brain moving real much now and I'm suppose to wake up early later on to go to church. So I decided to share something awesome here.

I love God. I love the way He deal with me, the way He just amazed me. I am going tru a hard time now. This coming week is my presentation week and this week was not easy. I have to rush so many stuff this is because a few weeks before, my laptop and external hard disk was infected by virus and there goes my assignments, some. Then the problems of installing the softwares and stuff, that, delayed my assignments. So have to rush. It's actually not easy to rush, you have to think so much, have to just seek for ideas out of nowhere and my head feels like gonna explode! I really stress out. Really. I've never felt so stress ever.

Day by day as I think that I need to do my assignment, I just am tired just to think of it.I have to push myself. I stared to hunger for something. I do not know what. I wanted so much to talk to someone just to make myself feel better. Out of nowhere, the Holy Spirit I believe reminded me that only God can satisfy all my needs. instead of searching for man, I turn all the way up to God. It wasn't hard and long till I find myself worshiping and praising Him. There I find peace, joy and love and something else! ideas! just what I need. After that minute of spending time with Him, hanging out with Holy Spirit my buddy, I find that I hunger for more of Him every moment of my life, everyday I will just wanted to run towards Him no matter where I am. I guess He's the only reason I'm still doing what I'm doing now. Still holding on. He's my strength, my Love. The sudden of wanting to seek His Word, the sudden of wanting to cry, the sudden of taking up the guitar and praise and worship, praising and worshiping Him everyday, every moment. This is all because I hunger for more of Him. More and more of Him in my life. I am now hunger for even more. I love Him more than yesterday and less then tomorrow it shall be. Take me deeper Holy Spirit. Love is the only word I can describe of what is going on. I am not alone, He always understand me, going to Him is my choice from now on. Not because people tells me to but because I choose to. I am hungry for more of Him. Holy Spirit, I love You. To serve Him is what I wanted so much to do next and that is why I get so excited when yesterday comes. Saturday I will serve in Praise Kids and sunday which is today, will be serving in AL service as the PK team is leading the worship. awesome! I love Him.

To love Him more I choose to be. I'm so hungry for more of Him that I wanna be in His presence 24/7 and I am. The Holy Spirit is in me. Let me tell you something, from the moment you declare with your mouth that you want God to be your Savior and Lord, He gave you the Holy Spirit. Do not ignore Him. He is just like a friend who will hurt when you ignore Him and you might be missing something really important in your life.

Praise You my Lord, my Love
Awesome are You my wonderful Holy Spirit.
In You I rest,
With You I wanna be.
Praise You all my days,
Worship You I will be.
I love You more than anything.
I love You, I love You.


Psalms 145: 1-7
1I will exalt you, my God the King;
I will praise your name for ever and ever.
2 Everyday I will praise you and extol your name for ever and ever.
3 Great is the Lord and most worthy of praise;
his greatness no one can fathom.
4One generation shall will commend your
works to another;
they will tell of your mighty acts.
5They will speak of the glorious
splendor of your majesty,
and I will meditate on your
wonderful works.
6They will tell of the power of your
awesome works,
and I will proclaim your great deeds.
7They will celebrate your abundant
goodness
and joyfully sing of your
righteousness.

My heart, You.


Blessing.