Towards Eternity

Few days back, i had a really scary dream. Well it is scary for me. I was takin a nap in my room..and i feel like waking up, so i try to open my dear eyes..but i struggle in opening my eyes, trying hard to open up my eyes but can't. Keep trying for a few times later finally i woke up. When i was awake i take a look at my phone den i felt asleep again. Den i just remember that i ask someone sumthin while chatting b4 i take my nap, so i wanna woke up to check out if she reply me. So i try to wake up again...but the same thing happens..struggle to open up my eyes and havin difficulties in breathing... it is really scary...as if i'm not goin to see this world anymore and just pass away. The struggles continued for a few times.. I remember there's 1 time when i woke up i saw my sis is outside my room.. den i felt asleep again. Few minutes after that, i heard my mom and dad talking, my mom at that time is still in Papar. So i wanna wake up and check out is she back. Den i try to wake up, this time i saw myself on my bed, feel like there's someone's hand on my head, trying not to let me wake. It is really heavy and i have to breathe real hard to try to wake up.. while that happening... i heard a soft voice saying sumthin to do with heaven or before going to heaven. As if i'm going to die!! I cant really recall back what did the voice said. And so i try real hard to wake up this time. FINALLY! i woke up and this is really woke up. Quickly i went out and check if my mom is back from Papar. Well she's not, my dad is with another uncle talking outside... and the next thing i do is check my msn and she got ppl reply me onot, nothing there. At that time i was really scared and m shaking cos of the freaky dream i had. Janice was online, so i told her that i've a really scary dream. So she suggest to meet up with me but b4 that she ask me to go inside my room and pray. So i did. While praying, i saw this long hair..i'm really not sure whats that, and so i asked God. After that i saw this hair is actually belongs to this horoscope thingie.. the one half person and half horse, dono whats that called. nway ya that thingie... in a big round circle with alot of stars. Den this tough comes, and i being curse?? Well i dono.. den i continue to pray. the next thing i saw is the two item that my mom gave me for protection. She a buddist, so wherever im goin on a trip she will give me 1. There's 2 of it inside my room.Ended my prayer and grab that two stuff with me then when off to meet up with Janice. Am still shaking that time.. haha.
I told her everything... as details as i can.. and she asked me some question to figure out if thats an spiritual attack. After the Q and A, she prayed for me. She felt that, there's this spirit of death trying to mess up with me. So she leads me into prayer to break anything that have to do with all this spirits. It was really a powerful prayer asking the evil ones to get out of my way and God did speak to me too. Once again He reminded me that im His child who have been given the authority to drive out demons and others. He's my strength. While Janice is praying for me, all my fears gone. I can feel that the demons is scared and gone away. After praying we destroy the 2 item that my mom gave. Actually wanted to burn it but then is in the office.. so just cut and throw it away.Awesome=]
I've always have really weird and long dreams. But this time is the most scary wan, for me. If it is not become of God, if it is not cos of His love that gave me ppl around me, i think i would not be awake and there's no tomoro nmore for me. All the while whn im dreaming, i really felt that i'm going to die and not goin to see my love once nmore. Struggle real hard. I dont know if u guys ever experience all this, but this is not a game or just another dream. This is a way that the demon attack us.
I've really learned to face this kinda situation now. By God's strength and the authority that He've given to us, make use of it. I remembered that Janice oso prayed that i hav a good sleep now and forever more. And so! i have real good sleep nowadays. haha praise the Lord.
God is good all the time. no matter how hard it is, no matter how scary, no matter how hard a situation you're in, there's always a solution. God is always there to handle your stuff for you as long as u made the right choice to follow and listen to Him. Thank God for helping me making this choice to look for Janice, to pray about this. God is awesome!
Do not be afraid cos God gave you the authority. God bless!

Mark 16:17 - And these signs will accompany those who believe: In my name they will drive out demons; they will speak in new tongues; 18they will pick up snakes with their hands; and when they drink deadly poison, it will not hurt them at all; they will place their hands on sick people, and they will get well."